So, let’s start this “new” blog!
Fortunately, now I’m back in Lugano. This last time I was excited to go to Italy for a while: firstly because I could see my mom after her two weeks in the hospital, and also because I was expecting some relaxing days without the pressure of the university environment. I couldn’t be more wrong. I enjoyed just the time with my mom and my sister, and I’m proud I was able to convince her to not to go working on Monday. And also the pizza with my bro, Elenina/Follettina and Laerte, and the last minutes before leaving. They are always the only reason to stay there for a while.
A part from that, it was everything but relaxing. I’m always discovering new stuff about how my father is acting, and every time it really hurts. I know that I shouldn’t care, but I’m simply not able. I just think that there will be a time in which the things will change: it’s not important if my revenge will not be about the money or about the other stupid things he thinks they count. There are many other ways, and I would say much more important ways, to let him pay for all the things he did and he’s still doing to what was supposed to be his family. Here in Lugano at least I’m able to not think so much about that, let say that I’m able to try to build something for my future.
Tomorrow el Abuelo will come here, and I’m pretty sure we’ll have a lot of fun with the south Americans! Now I only need some real rest.
Dehehe hhiii hoohuuu!! Sooooo my little friend! I’m really proud of you… finally you have started this blog, written in english!!! Wow very very good.
Life is not easy, it will never be easy but this is also the beautiful side of it: I mean, we learn every day something new, about ourselves, about our beloved and about the friends we have. We suffer but then we are stronger. Keep going on as you are doing.
A big hug and see you online.
Ellie
This change means so much, and not just for the language.
I wait for the next pizza+wine together.
happy relax bro
hey hey hey…. I hope I will be invited too also the next time!!! Am I or not the chooser of the restaurants?
tschüss
Thank you, dudes!!
Bro, I’ll wait for the next pizza and wine together as well, and of course our restaurants guide will be invited!
I agree with you that using a different language is a meaningful choice: I believe I can be more direct when I wanna express the feelings, and that’s good for sure!