There’s something wrong…

…when in the only place inside a city where they sometimes play live music you usually find 4 or 5 students, and 2 or 3 are friends of you

…when after 1am the only choice you have is to go to a disco or to go back home

…when there are no segregated cycle facilities at all

…when you are always searching for parties, just to feel proud of being there and to put the pictures on facebook the day after

…when it’s the second time you’re going to snowboard and you bring 3 different pairs of snowboarding pants for 5 days

…when you live in a country where the tap water is simply fantastic and you buy 3 big bottles of water for 5 days on the snow

…when you have to buy “something” to prove that you have been in St.Moritz

I think I’m wrong, that’s the only explanation. I’m feeling more and more out of place. In the apartment the situation gets worse week by week. I want just to finish as soon as possible my fucking project, that in the end has no sense. But working with some people is literally a pain in the ass. And I still have no destinations for the future. The one I was thinking about seems to become less attractive to me. Maybe another one is arising, let’s see and hope.

I miss good, real friends. It has been nice seeing again one of them this week. The others are away. I feel alone, the last year was different. Here almost everybody cares only about his/her stuff. And I’m not able to do the same, not so much at least. I missed the music, 5 days without it was like in hell. I like to listen, but it’s hard to find someone who’s worth of it.